Comments (0) | Sunday 31 May 2009

当你自己已经是个负面思想者。
这时候有两种情况 :
1。你会遇见更负面思想者 或
2。你会遇见正面使者拯救你 引领你离开黑暗面。

为什么人类会有这麽复杂的思想?

简单的是人类构造 还是人类的外表。


我想让脑袋empty cache..清清脑袋 让我休息一天。


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methods of hapiness

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when u and the entire peoples look for something at the same time, it is just about your stamina and the perserverance.

WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW, S?

I just talk with my girl from singapore.
I am so happy to hear that she is happy, at the same time, I am also lost while listen to her hapiness, cos i reflected to myself.
She telling me, she was like never know the person she is now, but she is very happy, relaxing, and totally run out from the way she used to be. Thats the way. I suddenly knew what i do not want. I suddenly narrow down what i want. i guess that is what others used to say, When you cant get what you want, change your method.

when you thinks, everyway seems like a cul de sac, turn around, look around.
When there's a need, there's always a way.

As long as you happy.
as long as you happy.
as long as, .....
happy!


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Heardbeating moments

Comments (0) | Saturday 30 May 2009

do you realize how ur heart beat actually?

recently i always heard it beat weakly. its hitting hard and low.
Every movement i take i feel my adrenaline went up and down, sometime while i just do some chores but i felt im goin to fall...

alot of unknown voices in my mind.
the more noisy and happening place i went, i felt uneasy... so much hurting myself. i donno why...
but when i stop down I don't know what i can do to make myself better.

The way I thought was not right.

I read a guru's feature in a mag i subscribed, she is a real idol for me.
she design books, design publications with all possibilities would happen on a flatland.
Eventually I am very very tiny, like a dust. I felt like crying to read her words and description of what she achieved so far.Have everyone also felt the same when they do not know wheres the way to go to reach where they wanna go? where I should go and where i COULD go?

Its right to be wrong, i heard paul arden's words.
but how can a wrong risked to taken u further or more distanced ?


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自己和自己

Comments (0) | Friday 29 May 2009

// 什么样的自己才是自己//

你怀疑过自己吗?
人的能耐到底极限在哪里?
你试过很努力捂住耳朵 不听不看也不问吗?
你选择的,请问你用什么方法让它不要过期?
我最近很常在看身边察肩而过的人 他们看起来都过的很好 新加坡拥挤地铁站上每一站走进来的人们 都有很明显的去向。 灵市闹区每个人身上都有强烈使命。

热闹的夜晚 一群出来party的友人 热闹的包厢 让我更怀疑 这是你要的吗?
你想你的生活应该被什么事情围绕?你热爱某件事 怎么忍心不努力做到过了自己那关 才停下来看一看是否有什么是可以改进的。

你感觉孤独 却只有自己可以让自己可以撑下去。


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Keep Doing

Comments (0) | Monday 25 May 2009

do not give a shit!

recently weird stuffs happened irregularly and unpredictably.
I never deny I am the weird thingy.
Hate or Love me, whatever it is, GO your way.
I appreciate all the way the peoples I met.

Night without stars like tonight, whats the best thing to do?

Keep doing, S.
Keep doing, just ... keep doing.

i told myself.





S + keep doing + keep doing + keep doing + S


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happy

Comments (1) | Friday 15 May 2009

when u know every facts.
when you know how ur heart feeling hurt, your body burden,
when you just want to stay healthy with family,
when you just want to keep simple mind and trashed the negative you.

i want to do watever makes me happy.
i am doing watever i can to makes me happy.
i choose my happy.
dont force me to happy
i will happy when i really feel happy.

only myself know eating peanuts will make me distress,
laying down on bed with blanket top to head,
playing spot the difference keep my mind distract and relax.

let me do this.
why my brain doesnt seems function well?
am i just at the limit.?
or im not actually capable to work up to expectation?


I only want to think of one thing.
I am happy.
I love my family.
I love seeing them happy.
so do not let them see me unhappy.
trashed trashed trashed , empty trashed the negative bins inside stefyong's brain!


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Do

Comments (0) | Wednesday 13 May 2009


what kind of typeface say my situation?

PEOPLE say attitude influenced by personality, personality effected from what kind of mindset we have inside.

While having some low periods of life, giving a turn off negative thoughts and pessimistic weak mind would be a plus to face the unpredictable, unwanted strikes that might bring us down.

    1. Do not lose your soul.
    2. Do not think bout the negative.
    3. Do not suspect or lost confidence.
    4. Do not hesitate.
    5. Do not say youre not lucky.
    6. Do not say You are tired.
    7. Do not Do not give up.


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